Alien’s Occupational Journey

alien_frail_friendlyOccupational Alienation

Occupational alienation is a term that I closely relate to, in terms of my own mental health problems, health care treatment and recovery. So when I read that Dr. Wendy Bryant was hosting next week’s #OTalk Tweetchat on this very topic I decided I needed to avoid writing a blog about it and process my thoughts on here. I really recommend you read Wendy’s post about the Tweetchat.

Wilcock (1998) discusses occupational alienation as a negative consequence of engagement in occupations that do not align with a person’s needs and results in ‘estrangement from society or self’ (p. 257). I can think of many times that my engagement in occupation didn’t ‘fit’ with my needs, and most notably it would be the time I was engaging in a degree at a university that felt ‘too good’ for me. I perceived the subject matter and the level of study to be way beyond my abilities, and so I felt very estranged from the rest of my cohort. Perhaps unsurprisingly I became depressed, and my, already fragile, sense of self became more fragmented. The short version is that I didn’t overcome that occupational alienation and dropped out of university.

Self-Defeating Occupation as an Alienating Occupation

I’ve proposed before the concept that occupations that are ‘self-defeating’ in nature can serve purpose and meet internal needs. If you’d like to read the original post it can be found here: Self-defeating Occupation. For me, when I engaged in many self-defeating occupations their ‘fit’ with the person I experienced the world as was perfect. I was chaotic and distressed and those occupations were the only ones that provided any meaning or value at the time. So in that respect I wouldn’t support the idea that non health promoting occupations contribute to occupational alienation, however the alienation was experienced via the relationship between those occupations that were ‘right’ for me at the time and those which would be ‘socially acceptable’. My world felt very disparate to the one I was residing on, and perhaps explains why I valued online communities in which I could be honest about my occupational engagement. As part of this post on pro-eating disorder websites I discussed the unique support I found through such websites.

Symptomatic Causes of Occupational Alienation for people with Borderline Personality Disorder

I’m also conscious as I write this how much the nature of Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) is quite a significant risk factor for occupational alienation. I’m sure there are more examples, but two of the common features of BPD seem to predispose a person to occupational alienation. As I alluded to in the opening paragraphs I experienced a very distorted sense of self. I found it incredibly challenging to know who I was, what I liked and what values I had. Consequently it was almost impossible for me to engage in occupations that weren’t going to feel alienating, because that understanding of myself was entirely absent. Linked to that is the experience of dissociation. One element of dissociation can be to experience the world as if you are watching yourself from the outside, you are removed and isolated from the world. If this occurs regularly it is unlikely that someone is going to have a sense of belonging or control in their engagement in occupation, thus exacerbating any occupational alienation experienced.
The potential for Occupational Alienation within Occupational Therapy

As I mentioned above I experienced my first university education to be a source of occupational alienation. When I dropped out I ended up needing a lot of hospital care over the next few years and this was my first experience of occupational therapy. I’ve written before about how unhelpful I found this due to receiving therapy that didn’t support my own needs and experience of the world. As someone who had become very alienated when studying at degree level being offered very low demand occupations, such as colouring in, reinforced this feeling that I was somehow destined to drift away from the world and get lost. My hope is that if the occupational therapy occurs in its ‘true sense’, that is, it really addresses the occupational needs of the person in a creative and individualised manner, it shouldn’t heighten occupational alienation but there is always the potential there. The virtue of the therapy occurring in clinical settings is often an immediate source of occupational alienation and I know I’ve had to work hard in clinical settings to minimise this risk.

Alienation versus Occupational Alienation

Wendy’s comments about the challenge of separating occupational alienation as an occupational and social construct are something I’ve wondered about. My experience of occupational alienation sometimes resulted from society having different views to myself. Those occupations were not alienating in how they aligned with my needs, but they were opposed to the values, and perhaps collective needs of society. At other times the alienation occurred because the occupation in question did not support my needs, but was entirely acceptable to society. So I suppose in my experience it can occur due to internal or external conflict between occupation and need.

Becoming an Occupational (non-Alien) Being

 

When I was a service-user in a therapeutic community I engaged in art therapy. Each week I drew a picture of Alien. Alien was lost and desperately unhappy at the start and I used his image to represent my struggles. By the end of my therapy he had managed to make a rather shaky journey to Earth, he landed and wasn’t quite sure what the next step would be but he was going to give it a try. As I reflect back on the time I can see parallels between someone who was ‘just’ feeling alienated from the world as a whole and the level of occupational alienation I was experiencing. As Alien floated around outer space I struggled to get through daily life in hospital. Alien would make tentative steps towards Earth as I attempted to find occupations  that supported my recovery and helped me begin find a space in the world. When Alien made it to Earth he was here, and pleased to be so, while also being incredibly different to the rest of the people he met, at this time I was attempting to meet people and find occupations that truly fit with who I was, rather than just being things I did to distract myself from distress or that created a contrived structure. Sadly I didn’t continue Alien’s journey! I suspect now he’d be someone who really enjoyed life on Earth and mostly forgot he had green skin and four antennae!

This is a really interesting topic and I hope to give more time to consider my thoughts and those of others more fully soon. The Tweetchat is being hosted by Dr. Wendy Bryant on Tuesday 18th November at 8pm GMT, more details here. I’m planning to be there – I hope you can join in!
Reference

Wilcock, A. (1998). An Occupational Perspective of Health. Thorofare: Slack,